Final chapter ... Part 1

the day after rj3na el-bait

3ala elsa3a 8 pm


we ate dinner

and the day passed normally




the day after


i went with my family to eat lunch
at al-senobar "Lebanese restaurant  "

with my brothers 
faisal , muhamad and yusef

sara and her kids


my sister shadan and her husband
 and my parents

been along time ma6l3na with each other

we had fun 
and the best thing was

shadan: eeh yuma al7een 3aly "her husband" bro7 France one month b3den yrj3 el-kuwait 3ala 6oul ana many ray7a ma3a

mom: haw lish mentay ray7a??

shadan: yuma shfech gemtay tnsen gtlich el-doctor  galtly mu zain asafer

yousef: lish shfeech???

shadan: matdreeyy???

yousef : shfech ta7chay 3asa mashar

mom: shadaan 7ameel

yousef: 9ijj?? mabrrrok w lish ana akher wa7ed yadre

me: 7ta ana tawne adre mabrook shadan


   



we got back home






after dinner 


all of us sat together in the living room watching TV

*ring*

home's telephone was ringing 

i picked it up

me: alo

someone: wain sadan?

me: ana sadan



someone: shamlan 36ach 3oumra

me: huuuh?? muta shlun? mnu?

that person closed the phone

i closed it

but no one noticed kanaw mndmjen bl-tv

i was soo sooo shocked 

my eyes wore full of tears.

i went quickly upstairs 

i called leens

kanat 6al3a with her cousins 


me: leeno

leens: hala shfe 9outch chthy?

me: tawaa da.. dagaw 3ala telphone baitna galole shamlan mat
 
leens: NA3AM!

me: leeeen shasawe *started crying*

leens: fechay el-jaredah

me: leenah ohwa men ams mayrd 3aleh leenaa *crying*

leens: FECHAY EL-JAREEDDAAAH

me: inzain afchha w adg 3alich

leens: okay bsr3a bye


i closed the phone

went down khathet el-newspaper w r7t my room

sara ham ra7at ma3ay up bs ehya ra7at with her kids 3shan tnawemhom

i closed my room's door 

opened the newspaper 

3ala 9af7at elwafeyat

malget his name


i started laughing, laughing so hard!

i was the happiest person in the whole world

and i called leens

me: leenaaah "happy voice"

leens laughed : shnu?

me: malget esmah

leens: 7sait yswe fech prank 

me: 3shan chthy ma yrd 3ley men ams 3shan a9adeeg ambeeh lenah matdren sh9ar feny!
baghet a9arekh jedam ahaly elmushkela lish ykhly his friend madry mnu ydg 3ala telphone el-bait w jedam khwany lu es2alony

leens: whew 7ta ana met men elkhar3a yalla call him w zfe

me: hahaha okaay


i called shamlan's cellphone 


me: shamlaan way3 7araktk 7adha khaysa khalb9tny 






"entay matfhmen? shamlan mat"

me: mnuu??



" ana bader"


i laughed  


me: khala9 3aad bader 3a6ny shamlaan

bader: m6awla? agolich shamlan mat fehmay

me: fchayt 9af7at el-wafeyat malget his name  ;)

bader: fchay page 2 7adeth sayara 

closed the phone


i didn't know what to do
i'm confused 
 
i opened the second page
i knew ena mu 9ij bs khal at2akad























i saw shamlan's name!



in 7adeth sayara as what bader said

i don't know how to explain what happened to me that day

i called leens

leens: ha sh9ar ba3ad?

me: lgait esma

leens: what! men 9ijch sadan golay el9ij mu wgta tswen el-prank feny! 

me: leenah legait esm shamlan kahu 7adeth b6rej elshalehat

leens: sadan hold on bakhle my cousins yg6ony 3alich

me: leenah ... leenah.... many gadra atnafas leenah 

*tears falling from my eyes*

leens: sadon 7yaty kany yaaya n6ray

i closed the phone

and leens is on her way to me

i called shamlan's cellphone


me: alo shamlan  "crying+laughing"



bader: sadan shamlan 3a6ach 3oumra

me: kahla9 3ad bader 3a6ne shamlaan *crying*

bader: sadan ensay shamlan w delete his number and don't call again

i didn't say anything

bader: sadan i'm sorry matdren sh9ar feny lama 3rft shamlan 7sbat okhuy w etha esloby chthy le'anny mu gadr astw3b ena rfejy mat

* i cried in loud voice*

me: adre enk tchatheb 3aley

bader: sadan SHAMLAN MAT ENSY!

and here estaw3abt ena  

SHAMLAN MAAAT!!





i cried in loud voice and screamed.

sara kanat nazla ma3a fawaz le'anna maybe ynam byg3ad t7t w sma3at 9rakhy 
 w fawaz khayef w mstaghreb

fawaz: mama shfeha 3amty sadan? ga3d tabchy 7ail

sara: 7beby fawaz enzl ta7at ana bashofha

fawaz went there

sara came

sara: sadan shfech??  *shocked*

i didn't reply
just crying

sara saw  the newspaper w shafat shamlan's name on it garat w she knew everything


she hugged me

sara: 7beeebtyyy sadan latbcheen

she cried with me

sara: khala9 sadan la tbcheen

me: saraaaa .... shamlan maat 




----------with fawaz----------

fawaz: baba baba 3amty sadan  tabchy 7ail w t9arekh

ahaly kelhom khafaw
76aw the tv mute

and they heard my screaming

kelhom khtr3aw w 93adaw fog

they came to my room


mom: yuma sadan shfeech? lish tabchen sh9ayer

sara: nzlaaw maku shaay ana m3aha

dad: shfech sadan t7chay w lish sara tabchen ma3aha?

sara: 3amy rfejtha matat khala9 ana m3aha nzlaw t7at

my father and brothers nzlaw

but mom and shadan stayed.

shadan : ay rfeja? leenah?

mom and shadan shafaw the newspaper was opened  3ala el-page ely feha shamlan's car accident 

mom: maku esm bent

shadan: sadan... awh sadan 7bebty

mom hny stw3bat lama garat esm shamlan mat b7adeth

but she didn't  do anything 

leens came

that day was just like dream
i cant find the right words to explain it.

my mom sahafat his pic's w galat 7g leens to delete them and everything that reminds me bshamlan


the next night i was about to sleep

crying
mom dkhalat 3aley

she came and hugged me saying:

........