chapter 9

me: :I heey :D

shamlan face was :/ 

shamlan: hi !

me: im sorry 3ala ely 9ar ams bs i want to tell you something

shamlan: its okay ,, yes?

me: tara it wasnt me ely sa'altk b-ask that was my cousin w madre shnu tabe blthab6

shamlan: really ?? 

me: ee walla 

shamlan; aww itts okay bs can i know your name?

me: sadan

shamlan: nice,, can i ask you something ...

me: yes

shamlan: how do you know me? i mean you know me right wela shlun your cousin dsht my ask?

me: twitter achuf your tweets bas 

shamlan: mmm..... follow me tara 3ady :p

me: hehehe okk

shamlan: waiting 

i walked away heading to chalet while i was walking i called leens screaming

me: LEEENNAAAAH AAAAAAAH

leens: shfech? sh9ar ba3ad?

me: i talked to shamlaaaaaaaaan

leen: aah shgeltay :o
i told her

reja3t sheft el-girls ga3den ysolfon dkhlt el7mam abadel andi had a shower
lama khl9t wela maryam ta36eny nathra 

i smiled :) w 6la3at

dalal: ha sh9ar shgltay?

me: gtla what happened ou he understood the situation w bas
shahod: baas ;) ???

me: bas b3d bas !

th7kna chan tdkhl maryam 

maryam: yalla ana banam close the light

me: ee 7ta ana

maryam: laa l7tha bdwr shay
7aqara!

dalal closed the light 

maryam: fchee bdwr shaghla

dalal: 7bakat al7een??

maryam: ufffffff okaaaay

the next day gmna very early, ate breakfast , packed our stuff  

maryam came to me

maryam: im sorry jad madrey lish swet chethy

me: apologize accepted 
she hugged me

we got into the car

i followed shamlan

i was listining to music ,chatting in the bbm group

suddnly i got a dm

its from shamlan

shamlan: heey

me: hello

shamlan: busy?

me: no

shamlan: what are you doing :p?

me: heading back home :c

shamlan: weeh ana bacher arja3

me: lucky you :p

i tweeted "wild ones #np <3

shamlan; ohh my favorite song

me: amazing

shamlan: whats your fav songs?

i told him too many songs w kella ygole i love that song too shhal 9edaf

w kmlnaha swalef












finally home !

elkl kan 6ale3 i took a shower w suddnly i fall asleep
gemt ghsalt w nzlt ta7at 

salamt 3ala elkl 

do my homeworks and checking my phone at the same time

shamlan is still chatting with me

ah how cute he is

at 8 or 9 pm 

shamlan: can you add me bbm? chatting their is better than dm :p

my heart beats fasttt

i told leen: eeeh add him

kheft fa i told him

me: im sorry shamlan i dont add boys bbm :c 

shamlan: its okaaay nafs elshay tara:p

me; eeh fa mala da3e


-----------with leens-------
leens: ya 7mara ya ghabya ya bgraaa why did you said thaaat???

me: madry :c

leens: ana shgtlch ?

me: wallah madry ma a7b aswe add 7g boys

leens: ya mamyy shamlaan ghaair :s you love him!

me; so? mabe akalma wala aswe shay ghala6

leenss: mmm......

me: it is the right thing i know that

leens: kaifech :s
            btw i followed someone !!

me: bader right? :)
leens: right!!! :$

me: did he followed back? :)

leens: yesss!!!!

me; yeeey:):):)

leens: lish el-happy face ka entay swaytay follow 7g shamlaan

me: uf madry khala9

leens: :*
me: :)



the next day i went to school told ghydaa and reem everything


ghaydaa: waai3 sorry bs your cousin qathetha 7dha

reem: eeh shtabe

me: madry shes crazy!!!


ana yayba my phone ma3ay
w im using it 

faja'a  wela reem tn6 w chaftny ga3d asolf ma3a shamlaan

reem: WHAT THE HILL!!  shga3d tgolooon

ghydaa: ga3d tsolfen ma3a shamlaan :o 36eny bachuuuf 

ghaydaa khtht my phone w ga3d tgraa

ghydaa: ard 3ale ?
me; LAAAA 3A6ENYYY
reem: eee redaaay
leen bs tth7ak
ghydaa rdat 3aleeh
w ana ga3d a9areekh 


wela el-teacher tyenaaa 

teacher: shfeekoom lish t9arkhoom?

ghaydaa: la wala shay

the-teach. chafat my phone 6ale3 men mokhbat ghydaa

teach: entaaaay gomaaay

ghydaa; haa.... halla ?

teach: cheft telephonech 6al3eee

ghydaa: mmm........ laaa....... hathy alty el7asba

teach: 6al3eee al7een

ghydaa 6ale3ta

me; hatha phony a9lan

teach: emshaw 3nd elmodera al7eeen

r7na kelna 3ndha

ma rj3na to our clases ela el7e9a el5

ana khthet my bag w r7t el-bait 

they called my mom  w galolha eny yayba my phone

my friends bs khathaw ta3ahod




-----------at the car-----------

mom: sadaaan lish yayba telphonech mafech 9aber yaybta ma3ach?

me: khala9 yuuma asfa

mom: shnu asfaa ?

me: yuma bas khala9 gtlch asfaa 9ekay el-mwtho3

mom; la mara7 a9eka

w zafatny len w9lna el-bait


sara ga3da bel-9ala ma3a fisal with their kids


faisal: 3sa mashar shfeech?

mom: sadan khthat telphonha w chakoha

sara: weeh shsawolch?

mom: f9aloha 3 ayam

faisal; a7san testahleen lish makhthta ??

me: khalaaaaa9 ana barou7 foug

 mom: 36eny telphoech

me: yuumaaaa khalaaa9 shd3waaa!

mom; lish makhthtaaa????? sh3ndch??? mnu t7achen?

me: yuma elkl yayeb their phones ana mu awal wala akher wa7da , bwre rfejaty 9ware w n9awer 3ade

mom: ay shaay ! mara7 tchufen telphonech 2 weeks

me: yumaa

mom: w 9ama! khala9 sadan

93dt directly to my room without saying a word






---------------------------DM with shamlan--------------


me: im gonna be off for cham days

shamlan: why 3sa mashar

me: chakony el-school w f9alony 3days w my mom btakheth my phone for 2 weeks

shamlan: ohh im sorry 

me: its not your fault


i tweeted 

" off for a while"


i gave my phone to mom

w nzalt for dinner  mom 6ab3an for sure galat 7g oboy w daddy zafny w ana maglt shay

chapter 8

maryam: khair 7abebty 3asa mashar ?
me:entay men 9ijch tara adre ena entay ele b-ask tara 7ada wai3 , y3ne shtben blthab6 shnu ele taben to9lela ?????:)
maryam: entay shfech shga3d tkhrb6een ay ask ou ay shamlan ???




me: shnu shamlan ana mglt esma y3ne it was really you


mariam didnt say a word w nazalat ras'ha blarth



shahad: entaw shfekom shnu shamlan w shnu ask shelsalfa a7d yfahmne :s
mariam: laa .... ahhh..........
me: cheftaw maryam hathy? tbe tthb6ny 7g wa7ed w dshat ask mala w 7acheta 3ala asaas enha me !


yane w 7achany w ygole shfech entay m7achetny b-ask
fatimah: a7 a7 a7 marimoo yanetay ?
dalal: jad 7aqera shtaben mariam lu tbeh chan ra7tla entay malech sheghel
mariam: you will be cute couple ;p
me: la jad yanat ! ana mu nethamy mabe akalem
mariam: bas you love him , hatha yzay?
me: ana gtlch a7ba? gtlch abeeh? gtlch thab6eleyah?
shahad: lish raza wayhech?


















mariam left the room without saying a word
i swear enha mu 9a7ya



for sure i told leens kel shay 9ar bltaf9eel


the next day dalal ga3dtny men elnoom and everyone was awake ela mariam

dalal: sadon yala gomay ntryg w latg3den marimo
me: okaaaaaay
dalal: an6rech ta7at




SADAN!!! SADAN!!! GOOMAAAAY someone was whispering in my ears
me: ha haa shnu mnuuu sh9ar?
it was dalal: you slept again :) gomay bsch noom



dalal s7abatny le el-bathroom
i washed my face weared my clothes applied some make-up

w nzalt , ate my breakfast el-kl kan ga3d yn6rne

when i finshed khathony my cousins w 6al3ony ntmsha


while we were having fun cruising around ,chatting ,laughing
mariam called dalal:)


mariam: ta3alaw ekhthony bamshe ma3akom now yalla
dalal; huuuhhh okaaay


dalal closed her phone and told us
me: walah mara7 amshe ma3aha:)
shahoud: ahh shnsawy
dalal: a7d ytnazl w yg3d ma3aha
shahad fatimah said together: YOU
dalal: shm3na
shahad: she called you she wants you :D
me: heheheheh
dalal: becuase i love sadan w le'anny a7sn wa7da fekom ra7 atnazal
me: awww i love youuuu i really do

she huged me

dalal ra7t 7g mariam

and me,shahad and fatima ma3a ba3ath
oh!


SHAMLAN is back gam ymshe w y7os jedamy
and all what im doing is ignoringgg

me: fa6oum shahoud cheftaw hatha?
shahoud: eh?
fa6om: shfeh?
me: hatha shamlan
shahoud: ajkar:)
me: 7araaaaam :c
fa6oum: hahahah chufay ohwa chena zalama bs cute somehow
me: wallah cute
fa6oum; enzain shsalfta?


i told them ena chefta b-twitter w i find him cute w i check his ask ben fatrah w fatrah ... blah blah blaah.....


fa6oum: sadon look i know what is happening a3rf shga3d tmren feeh , you love him
shahoud: laa ymkn bs crush
fa6oum: sadon look at me, do you like his personality?
me: yeaaah
fa6oum: tchufena 7lwo jamel wala 3ade?
me: mm...... 7luw
shahoud: tara jekar
fa6oum: cham marra you check his ask? goolay el9ij
me: mmmm........... bl-youm akthar men marrah ;$
fa6oum: his tweets?
me: kel dgega x_x
fa6oum: do you want your future husband to be like him?
me: eeeeeeeeee
fa6oum: congratulation you love him :D
me: ahhh god :c
shahoud: hoooouppp ouoooouuuppp eg3ad someone in loooveee !!!
me: chuuub :c














we start laughing

mariam saw us lauging
she said
mariam: waaai3 6a3eha tth7ak :)
dalal: 7ram tth7ak?
mariam: eh 7aram
dalal: shfech 7aqdah? entay elghl6ana w tsbenha ba3ad






mariam 7garat dalal , dalal 39bt
dalal: entay ouuuu3
mariam: uhh wely y3afech krmena bskoutch :)
dalal mshst 3nha w yat 3ndna



mariam 39bt w ra7at el-chalet

while she was walking on the way back to the chalet

she saw shamlan ykhzny

faja'a laf wayha w chaf mariam tkhzah chan tth7kla w mshat

shamlan estaghrab

dalal chafthom w she told me
i said 

me; lel7ena shamlan?
fa6oum: sadon come on lel7en ma7setay ena he like you?
me: laa
fa6oum: lu he didnt ma yaah w 7achach yalla dont be stupid!
me; shtabenny asawe?
shahoud: go and talk to him fahme ena it wasnt you ely b-ask mayndra maryam shgaltla lama jawab yes?
me: t'hageeen? bs ast7e ma3rfa shabe :s
dalal: ya3al tkhlena chethy m3laag? ygol ts2lne b-ask b3den tet'harab meny?
me: yeaah 9a7 kalamch bs ast7y w akhaf w madry
shahoud: houuuuuup oouuuup yalla yalla rou7ay 7achy 7beeb albech :: ma awa9ech tdl3ay
me: chuuuuuuuuuub waaai3 shahouddddddd

 we start laughing







at the night kan elwgt mt2akher



i saw shamlan brou7a r7tla w ana 7adyy khayfa w galbe start beating veryyy faaast w kent warah

laf 3ley w he smiled

me: :I heey :D
shamlan face was ......................

chapter 7

6al3na wela ashuf shamlaan :) he smiled at me  OH MY GOD 
and i just turned away without smiling w wayhe galab a7mr gmt ata2te2 w ag6 badlyat




me: maryuomah dage aa degay 3ala dalaal
maryam: sadan haw shfech chethy shsalftch ma3ah??
me: ma3a mnu? entay shfech chthy shakaka ? ana shsawet al7en? glt shay? gtlch call dalal feh shay ghala6 entay wayed ta2lfen w tchthben w t9dgen chthbtch ufff
maryam: youma mench kaletynee bgshury ana shglt? kel ma tshofena t9eren ghareba !



me: le muta entay chthyy ? ma3rfa w ana ma3nde swalf 9byan nsaityy?
maryam: eeh 9a7 khala9 im just asking lish m339ba
me: agoul 9kay elmwtho3 w call fa6um
maryam: you said dalol?
me: eeh 9a7 tkhrb6t , y3ne shnu el-ensan mayghl6 ?
maryam was laughing and she said
maryam: agoul bs sktay



maryam called dalal w tlagena




i held my phone w i told leenah everythingg w ndmajt bel-phone
suddnly i heared maraym telling fatimah ,shahad and dalal



maryam: tara sadan feha shay fe boy kel matchufa ynglb wyha a7mr w ta2te2 w tg6 bdlyat w 7altha 7ala there is something im sure
me: maryam ynetay ? shfech t2lfen tara tg9 3alekom w jdame t7chen 3ane ? walla 3ayb ely ga3d tswena t6l3een 3any esha3at trthen a7d ysweha feech?
maryam: shlun matbene ashek :s
dalal: umbeeeh stop it girls ! khala9 maryam shut up okay?




dalal 36t maryam nathra ena sktay mu jedamha w msheha
ana fhmt w jad krhthom
maryam: khala9 sadan im sorry ma3edha :D



i dont trust her at all bs mshetha w mabe athawash becuase SHAMLAN was walking next to us mabe ychufna chethy w the problem is madry lish wen marou7 achufaah shhal 7ath :c



nzlt rase w ghest my phone w ga3d agol 7g leenah whats happening right now and i noticed that daalal ga3d t6l6el eb my phone 3balha a7achy shamlan anyway
endgrt w chafat eny chatting with leenah





lennah told me yala rj3ay w khlehom 3shan y7son bely ga3d yswona , 63tha i told them
me: ana barou7 "mnfsaah"
dalal: sadon z3ltay khala9 ms7eha bwyhe
fatimah: tara elmwtho3 tafeh w maystahel ely ga3d tswena
shahad: sadon 7yatyy khala9 la tkbren elmwtho3




i just walked away
while i was walking sma3t someone laughing so hard behind me
chan agol mashallah shamlan la7gne men mokan le mokan w ytbosmle WTH
wgft w lfet wara cheny brj3 wela it wasnt shamlan :$ ng9 wyhee




rj3t seda 76et rase w nmt
3ogeb manmt b2 hours rj3w el-girls w ysolfon w ytth7kon
maryam elmlgofa khtht my phone w ana el7mara knt shayla el-password
maryam dsht my bbm w fachat my chat with leens
grt everything w ft7t browser w chafat his ask
i dont know what she did but !



i woke-up the next day talking to my self saying:

" i will start a new day etha cheft shamlan i will act normal i will forget whats happened yestrday with my cousins"



i checked my phone wela 6afe maku sha7an 76eta 3al-sha7an changed my clothes 76et make-up w nzlt t7t for breakfast shway wela ynzlon maryom w dalol w fa6om
we ate breakfast then r7na ng3d shahduu
wela el-blak was off uh how i hate this situation :) i turned it o  n6rna shahod len khl9at w 6l3na ,makhthet my phone



we had fun .....



after that i noticed that shamlan was looking at me all the time
maryam 6al3ta w th7kt so haard



stghrbt w ma36eta wayh



at the night 8 pm taqreban
 i told my cousins eny byeb my phone w baye ,, on my way back to the chalet la7tht ena shamlan yl7gne men mukan le mukan brou7a i was shocked w mu m9dga ely ga3d y9er





bs abl3 rejy w arjf !!!



shamlan bda ygrb w ygrb






YGRB!!





YGRB!!!



MY HEART BEATS SO FAST W ATLAFAT MABE A7D YCHUF



akhaf  yfkron ghala6




lfet 3aleh wala ygol



shamlan: heeey :D
my face bel-thab6 like this :I
he smiled
me: yes?
shamlan: umm.....
me: is there anything wrong? need a help ?
shamlan: shfech ? whats wrong?
me: mafeny shay what do you want from me?



adre eny ghabya w 7mara w khrbt everything


shamlan: nsetay you asked me :s
me: what laa shklk mthy3 anything els?


shamlan was shocked and mstghrb 


shamlan: laa


i walked away


rdayt ft7t my phone called leens cellphone she didnt answer then i called phone bethom she answered 



me: LEEEEEENNNNAAAAH AAAAAAAH
leen: youma youma shfeech?
me: shamlaan
leen: shfeeh :o
i told her whats happen
leen: aaaaaah " shes screaming"
galtle to wait btyen her phone
leen: uh his ask!
me: egray shnu mnu
leen:


Q1: wayed tkhzz :p
A: who are you?




Q2: girl wayed tkhzha w tbosam laha :p
A: i guess i know you


Q3: so 3rftny ? :P
A: yeeaaaaah !!! :p


Q4: yes or no?
A: yessssssssss

me: OHH MYY GODDDD
leen: a9areekh???? shasaweeee???
me: maryam maku gherha !

i heared noises so i told leenah bye!

fchet my phone dkhlt 3aala chat leenah wala daztlyy gn love w ana magreta someone dakhal 3ala el-chat !



i checked ask.fm
wela 6al3le 5 answers
fcheta wela its all shamlan dkhlt 3ala one of'em wela Q3
ana ma s2ltaaah !!! a7d used my phone shit :)
i called dalal gtlhom eyoon al7een b9raakh



yone ytarkthon ygoloon
shfeeeech????



me: MARYAAAAAAAM
mryam tkh9bgat w gamt tbol3 rejha

maryam: shfeech 7bebty 3asa mashr ? ..................

chapter 6

leen: 3ala fekra tara shamlan y7b !!!

me: what shdarach?

leen: check his ask rad 3ala your question ;)

me: who said ena 'the one who asked hiom 

leen: i know it's you :*

me: uh


so i checked ask.fm and i saw..

Q: are you in love ?

A: it's a privet question but yea i'm in love

so my face turned to red ou 7ail 3a9bt 

dalal: shfech ? who are you talking to ?? 

me: it's leenah ou la mafene shay :p 

maryam: mm ok bs tara mbayn men your face cause its turned to red 

me: la mafene shay , hehhehehe :b

so they slept and i started thinking why am i doing this.
lish ga3da a39b etha klm girls ou why did i get mad when i knew that he is in love.

SADAN YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH SHAMLAN STOP ACTING THAT YOU ARE NOT 

and i slept ou mawa3et ela someone is calling me 
"sadan wakeup yalla bnru7"

me: okaaay

i went to the bathroom took a shower khalet sha3re natural ou i wore my pink juicy training and my cross Prada bag

we got into the car and we are heading to hilton

leenah: PING!!! PING!!! PING!!!

me: na3am na3am naa3aaaam :)

leenah: he was lying

me: mnu :s

leenah: shamlan , he was lying ma y7b check his ask

so i checked his ask.fm asap

Q: with who ?? give me the first letter and swear that you are telling the true

A: ola shda3wa ta7qeeq yba i was kidding there is no girl in my life cause there is no one deserves love

i was so happy ambi kent mu m9adga 7ail ga3da ath7k oh my gush im happy , i was happier than the happiest person in the world :D

we arrived hilton 7a6ena our bags ou r7na tmshena kan wanssa so the first day mar bsr3a and its the next day kan youm alym3a gmt al9b7 ma7d kan ga3da actully mu al9b7 y3ne 9 it was 12 i changed my clothes wala tgum maryam

me: awh finally a7d gam

maryam: hehe wait for me aghsl ou albs ou nnzl ana wyach

so n6rt'ha 3ala ma tlbs ou 9art alsa3a 2 :)

me: shda3wa shga3da tsweeen

maryam: ka khl9t it's 1:45 mu 2

me: mafe farg

maryam: yalla ka emshay :)

so ga3dna ntmsha ou ftrena walla nshuf  SHAMLAN i was so shocked ana s2lta btru7 gal la lish yaaa , wayhe 7ail tghayr

maryam: sadon shfech lish wayhch sar chthe :s

me: la mafene shay emshay khnru7 hnak

maryam: hmmm ok

me: walla agulch emshay nru7 alshaleh nmrhum la yz3lun

maryam: okay "SHAKELHA FEEHHAA SHAAYY MEN SHAFAT THIS BOY!!"

r7na alshaleh

maryam: emshaw yalla 

fatima: ehh yalla 

me:la male khlg tawne rada bag3d

dalal: way sadan yal maleqa 

maryam: khla9 ru7aw e7na bnray7 

me: eeh ru7aw ou b3d shway i will call you dalal 3shan nyelch 

dalal: ok yalla shahud fa6um emshaw

g3dna shway, and i wore my black dress and LV cross bag.

ou sawet sh3re pony tail and applied  some make up 3shan b3d shway bnru7lhum bs ma wde aru7 lana akhaf ashuf shamlan ou get nerves bs mabe a7ss maryam bshay 

hour later i felt ena its kinda boring so i told maryam ena nru7lhum 
i forget to call dalal so awl ma 6l3na chan ashuf shamlaan he smild at my face OH MY GOD AND I .......

chapter 5

my mom came to my room and she told me

mom: sadan lel7einch ga3da?

sadan: yea , al7en bnam 

mom: tara uboch retha 

sadan:yeeey you really made my day :D

mom:yalla namay al7en , t9b7en 3ala kher 

sadan: ou entay men ahla 7bebtii

i was so happy and thinking about what will happen b3den nemt , 



in the next day i went to school i saw leens with ghayda and reem i came and said 

me: leena ?

leens: na3am :)

me: lel7ench za3lana

ghayda: shfekum sh9ayer 

me: yal malgufa

reem: yalla gulay  sh9ayer n6er mench 

me: we had a fight bs ehya ma tgdar tz3l 3ley ou sam7tne 

leena: hehehe 9a7 klamch 

ghayda:3eshtaw 3ene 3lekum barda 

leena: la bella bnt'hawsh

me:yalla ghayod emshay al9af ra7 ntmskhar

reem: eh ana ba3d baru7 

leena: yalla yalla bye

after school i went home ou kanat sara mawjuda and she told me

sara: umch ma galtlch ?

me: la shnu ??

sara: ana 7ameeeeeel 

me: awwwwwh im so happy for youuu mabrok enshalla bent

sara: enshalllla

dalal called me

dalal: heey sadon shlunch ha btyyen ?

me: heey whats up? eh enshalla kent badg 3leech , magltele mnu byy 

dalal: btyy maryum shahud and fa6um and my family 

me: hmm good yalla see you next week , etha 3ndch bbm add me 

dalal: la ana iphone ;c 

 me: awh ok ;p bye 

dalal: bbye

dshet 3ala our group bbm and told my friends (leens,ghayda and reem) ena bru7 hilton ma3a my cousins

me: guess what guys ????

reem: what?

me: im going to hilton 

leens: afa ma t3zmen

me: im going whith my cousins 

ghayda: layun ma3lich menha nzorha :p 

leens: eh sure :D

me: yalla bye im gona take a nap 

so i woke up at 6 i took a shower swet my home works ou g3dt a6l3 tv b3den faj2a tethkrt shamlan 

so dshet 3ala his ask and start asking him alot of questions and he is answering me in a lovely way and one of my questions is "ARE YOU IN LOVE"

 i start talking to myself  why am i asking him this kind of questions ? 

why am i stalking his twitter ? 

ou lish athayg etha swa follow back 7ag girls ou etha sulf wyahum mention ? 

is it love or just crush ???

 i got to find the right answers for these questions oh gush !!!

so mar this week bsr3a and it's the day before going to hilton i packed my bag ou 7a6et alot of things i told rose to tell rajo yzhb alcar 3shan aru7 beet my cousin

i called leena and she was with reem in ghayda house

me: heey leens 

ghayda reem and leens reply me:heeeey gorgeous 

me: awh speaker yalla knt abe aslm 3lekum gbl ma aru7 now im going to dalaly house

leens: we will misssss youuu 

ghayda: shfech leens bnzurha 

reem: eeh 9a7 sadan 

me: heheh , i will miss you too bye

slmt 3ala my family , i got into the car 

me: rajoo dalal house 

rajo: ok , do i have to wait for you ??

me: no im gonna sleep their 

rajo: ok

so w9lt and i talked to her 

me: yalla im waiting outside b6law albab 

dalal: yalla kane

dalal:  heey miss you 

me: awh me tooo

she hugged me so tight

dalal: emshay al9ala ele foog shahod ou maryum yn6runa fog 

me: yalla

dshet ou slmt 3lehum i really miss them

shahad: 3ash men shafch 

me: 3ashat ayemch 

maryam: tara e7na z3lanen 3leech men meta mu shayfeench :c 

me: tadrun radet men alsefar seda balshat mdars ou e7na 6awlna belsafra hal mara 

maryam: eeh 9aa7 yalla ma3le we will have so much fun b-hilton 

me: eeeh enshallla

fatima arrived salmna 3leha ou we start talking about random stuff

my phone start vibring 

leen: PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

me: khaair? khaair? whats wrong?

leen: 3ala fekra tara .................

chapter 4

w9lna pinkberry ou 6lbna wella nshof bader , shamlan with their friends

i was shocked , i said to my self  "sh'hal 9edfa elghareba!"

i saw leenah looking at bader and smiling while he was chatting and laughing with his friends

w staghrabt akeed fe shay i dont know!

i checked his tweet wella kateb

"heading to pinkberry aljabrya with @shamlanal**** and 5/others"

i was so mad i dont know why maybe becuase leenah didn't tell me about it or nervous because shamlan is here!

me:  leeenaaah yaybtna 3shan tchufeeen bader ????

leen: laa shakuu!

me:  w ana agol sh6ara 3ala balech t7nen 3ala pinkberry jad matwq3tch chethyy

leen: agouul chufay 7bebch kahu :b

me: AMBEEEH leena jaad waay3 nye 3shan nchuf 9byaan? wen ga3den

leen: hday a39abch , shfeech entay chethyy... act like ena 9edfa !

me: laaa mabe ashofhom , emshay bared elbait

leen: agool nthbray

me: mentay yaya ma3ay? ok ana barou7 g3day brou7ch jablehom

leen: ooohuuu bdena tamthel???

i stood up and leenah esta7at fa gamat ma3ay w she whispered

leen: g3day la tfshleena

i saw shamlan and his friends looking at us so suddenly i loosed control and started shouting at leenah

me: leenah ana barou7 male shghl fech saway ely tswenaaa

leenah was shocked of what i did and everyone was staring at us so leenah said

leen: yalla emshay

we got into the car and i told the driver to go home

leen: ENTAAY YANEETAAY???

me: leenah male khlgch please la t7achenyy

leen: fashlteena jedam wahab gmtay t9arkhen chench maynona , elnas kelha gamat t6al3na fth7tena ENTAY JAD WAAYY3

i was thinking about what leenah said to me and i dont know why i acted that way

after 5 min,

me: leenah im sorry madry lish swayt chethy adre fshaltch w .......

leen: 3balich bagol its okay? 7dyy mftshlaah !

me: leenah walla im sorry khala9 3aad

leenah didnt say a word all the way till we arrived my house i kissed her and i got of the car

i directly go up stairs went to my room change my clothes and lay on my bed thinking about what happened

my mom came and

mom: ha sadan shlounch? mota w9ltay ?

me: weeh nsait seda r7t elghorfa wbdlt ,, tawne yaya

mom: enzain y3tay? oboch yabe yt3sha al7een? btnzleen wala la?

me: mu yo3ana bs walaht 3ala oboby khala9 banzel

mom: ok

76aw el3asha my mother called me w nzalt

all what i was doing is smiling when they were laughing

dad: sadan?

me: halla

dad: shfech? mu 3ala ba3thch

mom: ee a7s fech shay

me: laa wala shay

dad: mu ga3da taklen wala tsolfen ma3ana?

me: i told mom eny mu you3ana

dad: la fech shay akeed

me: ummm.... i .... tahwasht ma3a leenah

mom: haw lish?

me: laa hosha 3adya 3ade bacher ntsam7

we heared my phone ringing

mom: akeed hathe leenah rou7ay choufeha

me: okk

i went upstairs picked up my phone , crap it wasnt leenah unknowen number

me: alo?

someone: gwa sadan

me: allah ygwech? mnu

someone: ana your cousin dalal

me: halllaaaaa dalaal shlounch men zman 3nch

dalal: ana el7mdellah you?

me: ana b-khair

dalal: sadan i was thinking with my cousins men zman ma shfnach shrayech tyen ma3ana hilton next week???

me: ummm..... im gonna ask my mom w ardlich khabar

dalal: okk bs reday 3ley in this 3 days 3shan n76lich 7sab

me: okay

i was kinda happy , its been along time ma shft'hom but suddenly i remember that shamlan kela yrou7 hilton akhaf ashofa!

 dshet 3ala his ask ,, sa'alta btrou7 next week hilton?

5 min after he answered me " la i dont think"
*whew* so i run to my mother and told her everything my mom galtly :asa'al oboch

i called leenah , she didnt answer

my mom came to my room and she told me .......

chapter 3

me:- what ? shfech khr3tne you know that it pisses me off lama a7d ygule bagulch shay :)

leenah:-la khl9 shay tafh "mara7 agulha forever it's a secret between me and myself"

me:-yalla gully khl9ene :)

leenah:-meta btnamen :p

me:-malat 3lech yalla goodnight x

leenah:-goodnight love x

at 6 am rose woke me up went to the bathroom changed my clothes and i picked up leens ou r7na starbucks then school

after the two periods

leenah:-ha shlun your brothers ou sara

me:-walla zenen al7mdella , eeh t3lay ams youm shift b-following bader shift account wa7d esma shamlan his mother is american ou he lived in america for 10 years he always says ena (NO ONE DESERVES LOVE ) lana his old girlfriend cheated on him 7ram :(

leenah:-fkena men hath shmlan madre shesma gulele what do you think of bader

me:- he is good bs not my type bs shda3wa albnat 6ag em6agag 3lee

leenah:-eeh b3d banat al-kuwait khfaf

me:-heheh , yalla bye baru7 al-class mabe atakhar 3ley math

leenah:-awh alla y3ench ana al3ab bye

khl9na alschool w9lt albeet and as usual tghdet took shower and 7leet my home works nemt ou g3dt at 7 leenah called me

leenah:-heey shraych n6l3 walla malal

me:-y3ne ween bnru7 bacher school :)

leenah:-taben pink berry jabrya or starbucks 3delya

me:-la nkh6e6 first ask your mother ou ana b3d bs2l my mum

leenah:-ok bs ana fene pinkberry

me:-enzeen bs khl ns2l awl yalla bye

leenah:- bye bye

i ran to my mum

mother:-sadon ou way3a shfech tarkthen

me:- yumma 3ade aru7 ma3a leenah pinnkberry

mother:-bs sara dagat 3ley btyyena btgul shay

me:-yuma t7chech entay ana shaku yalla yma please

mother:-enzen enzen rou7ay

me:-thankyouuu i love you

i talked to lens bbm

me:  PING!!! 

         PING!!! 

         PING!!!

lbsay ume rthat taben ana march wla entay tmrene

leenah:-yalla ana march

so i opened my cupboard ou 6l3t light ripped jeans and my white top ou lbst my accessories ou my spikes shoes and my channel cross bag , i put some makeup ou put my hair down

leenah:PING!!! 

              PING!!! 

              PING!!! 

ana t7t nzlay

me:-ok kane

nzltlha alcar slmt 3leha and we talked about random stuff

w9lna ou 6lbna g3dna walla nshuf ......... 

chapter 2

dsheet 3la his account ou shift his avatar let me tell you.. he was hottt ou most of his followers kanaw girls sheft his ask ou kan 7da mskhra wlbanat wayd khfaaf allah yhadehum.

so i started stalking his following which you may think is weird bs there was so many hot boys to be honest but one of them has seriously caught my eyes!!

his name was shamlan ,he's white skinned with beautiful curly brown hair and his eyes were just beyond magical

i was literally staring at his pic when suddenly

my big brother faisal hugged men wraa i was so scared la'ana khft eshuf el9oura!

let me describe faisal, well he's my biggest brother he gets angry very quickly men atfah elasbab, he's 24 and he's tanned and he's married to a pretty woman called sara she's quite tall, samra but she has a body of a model, her hair is wavy and chnha spanish woman mashallah

my brother and sara have 2 kids, 2 boys ou 7eeil shya6en their names are fawaz and aws. fawaz 6 years ou aws 4 years

faisal:- sadan shlouneechhh?? menzman 3nch wlhan 3lech!!

me:- 7beebi wlht 3lek el3afya , b3d shswi enta tadre ena twa raden men elsfr  ou seda bdena madars

faisal:- eehhh, btw tara enttay 3azmtney 3l 3sha ;)

sara:- ou cinema ba3d

me:- in your dreams "fly kiss"

mom:- yalla el3sha jahz

r7t ta3shet ou sulft ma3a my brothers i miss them and they are faisal muhamad and yusef bs els 9ij i miss her my sister shadan she lives in france lana raylha yards law anyway yum 7a6aw al7lu ou al-cakes

me:- yalla bye guys I'm going to bed 7ade ta3bana

sara:-afa mentay thayga al-cupcakes ele ana msweta :c

me:-khlule akla bacher bs al7en 7ade ta3bana sorry

yusef:-la 7bebti mara7 nkhsh e7na bnakl lana 9ra7a eyanen

sara:-shdrak ana awl mara aswee ??

yusef:-shefta bl-table ou thegta walla ma gdrt shkla 7lu

sara:-waay yuseef :)

me:-entaw kamlaw hoshtkum ana bnam , goodnight

they reply:-goodnight love you

me:-more

but actually ana mar7t la'ane t3bana.. knt abe agra shamlan's ask cause i feel like i have a crush on this boy.

when i read his ask i discovered that he lived in america for 10 years because his father kan ydrs ehnak ou his mother is american

ou tafkeerah 7ail ghair 3n baje shbab elkuwait , he's openminded bs b7doud and he loves the same singers that i love! and he's in a private mix school ou lama gret his old questions 3rft inah he loved a girl bs she cheated on him so he always says (  NO ONE DESERVES LOVE )

and yeah i agree with him so when i was reading his ask i fell asleep.

i woke up at 3 am 3la leens pings :)

leenah:- PING!!! 

                PING!!! 

                PING!!! 

                laish mu ga3da etrdeen 3leey :) !

me:- yakhara knt nayma wnty shmg3dch hal 7za

leenah:- sadan i have to tell you something.....

where the story begins..... chapter 1

i was in the dark streets of London it was all foggy and i was terrified i turned around finding this huge black man completely drunk chasing me so i started running and screaming for help when suddenly someone was calling me ......

SADAAN

SADAAN

SADAAN

sadan wake-up , that's just my maid rose waking me up for the first day in  school and OH that was just a dream .
sorry i forgot to tell you about myself .
I'm sadan , I'm 16 years old tanned my hair is long I've got braces, I'm medium height, i have brown eyes and i have dimples , i woke up went to the bathroom ate my breakfast and went to pickup leenah let me tell you about leenah she is my best friend since grade 7 , she has short brown hair ,she is white skinned and she has hazel eyes

me :  PING!!!
          PING!!!
          PING!!!
leenah nzlay ana t7t

leenah : okay ou please don't ping me ma a7b :)

me:  PING!!! 
        PING!!!
        PING!!!

leenah: okay kane khara fech

leenah just got in the car

me: heeey lens i misssss youuuu come and give me a huuggg

leenah:- lish altmthel ou i saw you gabel 4 ayam?

me:- okay y3ne you don't want to hug me ??!

leenah:- bala bala t3laay klba love you

so re7na starbucks alnzha lana yam our school 6lbna ou r7na alschool , so we arrived and unfortunately leenah mu m3ay bl-class bs yalla ma3ay cham wa7da a3rfhum the first two periods went so fast and in the break ana ou leenah ga3den ntmsha ou m3a alswalf galtle 3an account wa7d b-twitter galt ena he is so cute not just cute but extremely hot

leenah:- hach his account ou shoofay his avatar ou dshay 3al ask ou shufay albanat shlun 6ag m6agag 3ale 9iij khfaf

me:- hehehe , 3a6ene khl nshouf :p

leenah:- @baderAl****

after the school i went back home ate my lunch , took a shower and had a nap when i woke up i wore a white dress and did my hair in a pony tail and headed downstairs as my big brothers and there wife's are coming slmt 3lehum mskt my phone wela

leenah :- PING!!! , 

               shifty avatar bader al***

me:- awh nseet give the account

leenah:- huff k @baderal***

dshet 3ala his account ......